Creeping @louiereitz @_susielee @melleii (Taken with Instagram at Santa Monica Pier)
Fatties. @_susielee (Taken with Instagram at Aloha Grill)
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Quit playing games. I am over it. Just let me be you assholes. My mind and heart can’t take your shit.
I love you, and I always will. Just like I will always love everyone who has been significant in my life, whether they’re present in my life now or not. You’re an amazing person, and I’ve never met someone who understood me as well as you did. I’m in a spot in life where I don’t know what I want or need. I’m finally just realizing that we’re in different chapters in life. There’s nothing wrong with that, we just weren’t in sync like I wanted and needed us to be right now. I probably made one of the biggest mistakes in my life by letting you go, letting us go.. But if I’m not 100% happy with myself I can never make you 100% happy.. And that’s not fair to either of us. Its been very weird and different waking up everyday and going on about my day without you constantly by my side. But I’m okay.. We’re going to be okay. At first I looked at the millions of pictures we have together and how we’ve been through so much and experienced so much together and it made me cry. It made me doubt about love, happiness, and all of those life lessons. But then I told myself I wouldn’t be sad. These were good memories, amazing memories. I cherish them and they make me happy and thankful I was able to spend all this wonderful time with you. I love you Jason. I hope one day in the future when we both have our shit together, we’ll find each other again. Maybe this time, our love will be on a whole new different level. But until then, I’m always here for you. And I’ll always love you. Always.
My favorite girls. One of the best nights, ever. (Taken with instagram)
Finally, girl team champs! Intense game, down to the last cup. @cyebeer09 (Taken with instagram)
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Tonight.. Will be unforgettable. Jason and I went to eat some dim sum with some of my coworkers. It was a fun dinner, good food with great friends. On our way home, Jason was getting into the express lane when last minute I saw a broken piece of a pole that separates the regular traffic lane and express lane.. I then just realized we were going to hit it. I screamed JASON.. He tried to avoid it and in the process we spun all the way around on one of the busiest freeways in las Vegas.. As we swerved I remember seeing the cars that were behind us coming towards us.. Then we swerved back facing forward.. And right after a few seconds and huge semi comes by on our right.. Barely missing the car.. Us. They say you see your life flash by you when you come close to a near death experience.. I don’t think it’s true. You don’t really experience anything. You’re just there. You just see everything, and that’s all there is to it. We were so lucky that no one got hurt and nothing really bad happened. His cars a little banged up on the side, but they’re all but some minor dents and scratches. We’re fine, we’re okay.. It’s just.. Now.. After being able to lay in my bed I realized something.. This incident didn’t just make me feel blessed and lucky.. It made me realize.. There are some things that need to change. Especially with people present in my life now. Anyways, I can’t believe this just happened to me.. What a crazy night!